Thursday, November 5, 2009, 10:03 PM
#145

Yet another week without posts.

Chairman voting was extremely rushed, I have no idea how we managed to run the show in the end. Everything was ready like 1 minute before consortium assembly.

The winner was sort of unexpected; most didn't see his win coming, I sort of foresaw the close fight during the presentations. Well, debators always have an unfair advantage for being the better speaker.

Somehow, the hippopotamus knew the ExCo results before they were released. Must have been leaked through the other hippo.

Results were damn bad weren't exactly very good, 2.67's the worst I've ever gotten for EOYs.

And then Council Retreat made me doubt the use of a council. For once. See, cynic? Why do people join the council nowadays? I don't see a concrete, justifiable and truthful reason why people join the council.

You would like to serve the school and be the bridge between the student body and the school admin? Why don't you just lie, flirt with girls, boast, and use council as a platform to satisfy your power cravings. Oh, and did I mention, it can boost your portfolio? Is that why you joined the council?

37th was decided today. I'm convinced I wouldn't be selected.
It's the end of my '09 council term.

Never thought about it...
The poles switch today?

By Damian

Wednesday, October 28, 2009, 9:34 PM
#144

Eventful day again, today.

Woke up from a dream which was a cross between Battlefield 2 and HSC. I remember the most vivid part was when everyone was gathering in scattered groups in some warehouse or something, when Song Ken threw a grenade. Shaun tried to dispose it by throwing it out, when it blew up at his feet and his body got blown away several miles (the warehouse thingy didn't have a fully covered roof). In hope that he might still be alive, we set out in a helicopter and several search teams to look for him.

Weird dream leh? Why do I always get these kind of stuff in my dreams? Anyone care to interpret? I'm on good terms with everyone running for HSC...

Went to the zoo with the elderly for Ortus CIP today. It's sort of considered under EOYA. First time being in the zoo after so many years liao, it felt a lot smaller than in the past.

One thing I really didn't like about the trip was that the staff at the zoo, most of them, especially those that come into direct contact with guests, are trained to speak with this fake accent. There's no identity, or as Timothy said, we (Singapore) has no originality. And we still go around commercializing 'Uniquely Singapore' when we are copying everyone? Even in school, SOME PEOPLE go around speaking with a fake accent, and even post songs on Youtube with that weak voice plus fake accent combo. How sweet!

Didn't really have much time for myself today, only played a few games of Tap Tap XD
Had to rush for EOYA briefing right after returning to school, then helped with the EOYA consent forms, and then go for HSC interview, which was dragged for rather long.

I must say, my performance at interviews is always screwed. The only interview which I breezed through was NP's ExCo interview, because I knew I didn't want any position in NP. It's pointless, I've lost all motivation to contribute to NP now, after countless incidents with hippopotamuses. Especially can't stand the chairman, he got his role because of a few licks here and there, and because Timothy and I were too demoralised to run for anything in this mirage organisation. It doesn't even exist, to get a position there. And what's the point of working with hippos?
I was extremely nervous at HSC interview. 1 hour before my interview, my heart was my pulse. At times, I even felt it at my tummy. The worst part was, my mind was blank during my turn, and I did not elaborate enough on many of the things that I said. My interview turned out to be one of the shorter few out of all the interviews.

My phone also finally (half) spoilt today, when I accidently flung it down 3 stories from the area outside the council room to the first floor. I was sitting, back against the railing, talking to Timothy, Yichen, Shaun, Bernard and Glendon about something, I think it was my experience at the zoo, when my phone slipped out of my hand in the midst of some hand actions and...
The screen's cracked, but the top half of it is still usable. Other than that, the phone's more or less fine :D

Oh, and today, I realised I hate the 2 Ortus hippos even more! And a chairman potential junior is going to turn into one too! GREAT! As usual, the hippo who treads along the river never looks at his own reflection. Everything are lies, empty promises, for the sake of washing other's feet? This doesn't make sense! I'm losing my mind, so are you. I can't seem to remember many things that happen today. Short term memory. Are you going to continue to sing? Or fantasise about teachers with large bodies?

I've never openly flamed someone. This feels good. If I were to write a song now it would be about hippos in the zoo.


Take a look at this:


Did you take the other path?
Can you ride your bike with no handlebars?
Just that you do not have a brain?

By Damian

Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 9:10 PM
#143

Sigh, haven't been updating my blog for a long time now.

A lot of events happened over the past week. There was HSC camp, Ortus chairman elections, paper checking, FOSH and whatnot.

Oh, and a lot of Tap Tap :D
I've become from a noob to a 'hopeless' addict.
And I realised how awesome Coldplay is!

Note to self:
HSC interview tomorrow and chairman elections on Thursday.
#5 more days!

By Damian

Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 10:29 PM
#142

Hah, hypocrite!

Blind, deaf, you do not see your reflection on a mirror, neither do you hear your own echos?

Good luck in life.
You're going to need it.

Yet again, another experience has enlightened me about your nature.
Did you evolve because of your selfish-ness?
Well, I thought so :D

Note to self:
I'm sorry, I've let you down yet again.

By Damian

Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 10:00 PM
#141

Where do I go now?
Is that option still there?

Honestly, I didn't expect myself to give that kind of performance.
I'm lost.

Note to self:
Reconsidering?


By Damian

Monday, October 19, 2009, 1:39 AM
#140

Exams are over.

I feel useless.

Idk how to put this, but...

I'm sorry.

By Damian

Sunday, October 11, 2009, 12:40 AM
#139

Life position #3 now: I'm okay, you're not okay.

I guess I'm really pissed?

Idiots in your life that turn you into a cynic?

You've changed.

By Damian

Friday, October 9, 2009, 6:07 PM
#138

Yay I finally visited my blog.

Math and Biology left.
At least, they are the major 'mug-able' subjects left.

The past week was a really special week, I must say.
Special in a good way and in a bad way.

It was seemingly more relaxed and slower paced, with council work temporarily put on hold and the exam schedule allowing us to spend one entire day on each subject before the paper.

But I think I didn't do very well anyway. Especially today's Physics, from my best subject to one of my worst subjects. And there was a letter from the library sent to me saying that I had some overdue books: 2 Malay books, one about Muslim warrior or something like that and the other about Islamism. And there was one book in Tamil. All three books from Bukit Batok. Definitely can't be me, I think someone used my ez-link card to borrow those books when I lost it at the start of the year. As usual, he got pissed off with me, and started finding fault at everything I do.

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Oh well, cold war again.


Heh, this guy's damn cute.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BwNCLhhsYHw
Especially when the video lags, and he keeps shaking his head :D

After exams I feel like doing a cover for 99 Luftballons with Enying! Or maybe some other English song. Haha.

Idiot.
This is the part where you don't know what to do with your life.

I'm letting it slip...

By Damian

Thursday, October 1, 2009, 8:25 PM
#137

Air quality is really bad these few days again, PSI reading today is 57.

Green laser makes a solid beam now, especially with all the dust particles in the air.

4 more days to go, going to be on a hiatus until the following week (or at least, until the next weekend).

Still losing some momentum ocassionally, though.

Note to self:
Concentrate!

/edit
Heh, I think I just realised, my throat hasn't healed for a week probably because of the air quality...makes my throat really dry. D:

By Damian

Sunday, September 27, 2009, 11:13 PM
#136

Yay I conquered Chemistry!

And somehow, along the way, I realised Chemistry was rather interesting, and I don't hate Chem as much as I did last year. In fact, I sort of like it :D

Take care of your health everyone! Final stretch here!

8 days to go
(1 week and 47 minutes)

By Damian


me

Hi, I'm Damian Goh
5th February 1994
Nanyang 6C 06'
Hwachong 1I 07'♥ 2I 08'♥ S4 09'
Proud to be Ortusian
NPCC Staff Sergeant x>>>
Council HRM
14th SLC Constantine!
15th SLC per[FAC]tion!
Youth Council C!
OB Sabah September 2009
Rajah Brooke
Dont ask me about the doggyjiayou thing :D

wants

• Braces
• At least 1.72m tall
• 2.72m SBJ
• 17.5s High Hurdles
• 12.7s
• Sprint spikes (gah! 12.7s)
New nike shoes
Grey jeans
White belt
• New micro SD card
• Or a new phone -.-
• Ipod Touch
Another 14 SLC outing (gonna be one on Labours Day)
15 SLC head fac (almost there too!!)
• Learn to play all the 不能说的秘密 OST songs on the piano
• Someone to teach me the piano
• A friend
• To be carefree and happy :D
• Time


connections

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Alicia
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Crystal
Daryn
Dileen
Katherine
Kenji
Libo
Ming Kang
Nicholas Chuan
Nicholas Kee
Ryo
Shaw Shian
Shirley
Shu Shien
Shun Xiang
Song Sim
Yongda
Yu Xuan
Wenyi
Woon Wei
Zi Siang

Arturo
Cedric
Clement (sir!)
Ding Quan
Esther
Ivan
Jeremy Tay
Jia Ming (sir!)
Jingzhan
Joel Tan
Johnny
Jun Hao
Kai Rou
Kayewee
Kenneth Lui
Lucas
Luk Yean
Nathanael
Rachel
Shen Yang
Shuen Rong
Shuang Xing
Tianjie
Timothy Yu
Wesley
Yang Yi
Yichen
Zhe Wei
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